I received another surprise this morning as i was working. Or rather, a major shock.
Back in Secondary school, its so common to always be in a relationship and changing boyfriends were like nothing special. That was then.
So this morning, my ex messaged me outta blue asking for a patch. I was reading the message in a daze so i read "i know it had been a few years, and i really wanna catch up with you blahblahblah." I read patch, as catch and as i continue reading, he said "i really hope we could be in a relationship and this time i promise to treat you really well". (not exactly the exact words because ive deleted the message but its just along that line)
Feeling puzzled, i replied "... u mad ah"
Then he continued saying how badly he used to treat me last time and made me cry and broke up with me instead of clearing the problems and how he regretted it and wanna make it up to me and hoping i'll give him another chance.
And you know what? This relationship i had with him was like at least 4 years back and we havent been in close contact since he graduated. We did meet up recently like once or twice just to say hi and sit around. I dont even remember how long we lasted, neither do i remember the reason why we broke up. Not even remembering who was the one that initiated.
So i asked him "what makes you think that im still the same person you once knew?"
And he was still hoping he could get to know me all over again, while we're in a relationship.
My feeling at that point of time was, -.-
Its so weird what people do and say at times, so weird how emotions come and go.
Im not the kinda person who would have a change of heart once i decided to let go and put everything in my memories. Not even when the person finally realised or decided that he wanna be with me. Because baby, its too late.
And this time, he came back like 4 years later. What a joke.
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Anyhoo, it was my dearest 19th birthday yesterday. I wanted to bring her to this restaurant which i knew she had never been to and im sure she would love the food there just like how i love it when i first dine there. But, Shalyn's mom prepared steamboat, so i went over to her place and had steamboat with Mama Tong, Brother Tong and Shalyn Tong.
I was contemplating if i should buy a cake cos im not sure if Daryl had bought one. So i tried to get his number from Natalyn, our common friend. But his line was cut off so i went ahead to get the cake and rushed to her place right after work, only to realise Daryl did buy a cake. So Shalyn had 2 birthday cakes last night. Hehe.
And this was all my hardwork and our trails of friendship.
The front
and the back.
And of course, the contents were meant only for the eyes of the special one. So, no pictures!
Happy birthday once again my sweetheart. lovelove! <3
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I know this is so random but i just have to post it up.
Mr mushroom head over at my place that night while we had a session of mahjong.
HAHAHAHAHA.
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